Monday, November 2, 2015

I miss you

I haven't figured out how to win your heart
And I still can't tell you how beautiful you looked the day you left me
Like a fire needs oxygen to grow and a heart needs blood to keep beating
I miss you, and wish there was a way I could've stopped you from leaving
And I don't know what it's like to go through what you go through, but like a worker bee to his queen I'm always right there for you
I wish I could have done enough to keep you here
Cause losing you was worse than my biggest fear
And I know if I woke up in the middle of the night with a ghost in the corner staring into my soul
I would still miss you more than the kid crying over his bike that the next door teenager just stole
And the ghost would leave after seeing my soul is empty
From the void you filled that the last girl left me
You left just the same with a less than adequate excuse for a heart
I was now the one silent, and I don't know where to start
But I know that I still miss you like a robot missing his heart
P.S I still love you, and haven't found a way to suppress these feelings yet.

6 comments:

  1. kay this was beautiful...honestly.

    "And the ghost would leave after seeing my soul is empty."

    that line absolutely slayed me

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  2. "Like a fire needs oxygen to grow and a heart needs blood to keep beating"

    I love this simile.

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  3. this freakin hit me! I feel you. "and the ghost would leave after seeing my soul is empty" yesssss.

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  4. "And I still can't tell you how beautiful you looked the day you left me"

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  5. My heart! This is beautiful. Even though it is sad, I adore this.

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