My blue ticket heart

My heart was twice the size of my brain blinding me from the reality that we wouldn't work.

You didn't have a heart, and you were much smarter than I was.

So for a while we made the perfect fit.

Two humans imperfect and different that equaled two perfect humans together.

I should've known better than to give you half of my heart with the goal of making you feel.

You took it from me with a blank stare, like you didn't know how to use it.

I couldn't teach you due to my lack of smarts, and now normal sized heart.

So as a toddler with toy trains that gets amusement out of them crashing, you played with it.

You grew out of the toddler stage now an adolescent

Making complex crash courses with longer tracks only to allow these trains to gain speed

Your ultimate goal was to destroy.

Well you were much smarter than I was, and you knew how to reach your goals.

That half of my heart you handed back damaged and with cracks.

Still desperate to reach my goal I peeled strips off my remaining half and patched yours together.

And once your half had healed, mine started to wither.

Then you left me after being fixed, and I grew bitter.

Without those few strips that held it in place, my heart detached itself and fell into scraps.

My heart was twice the size of my brain blinding me from the reality that we wouldn't work.

Well I can see clearly now.